Update: Nothing much to say aside from feeling much better.

Melancholy : a gloomy state of mind, esp. when habitual or prolonged; depression.


*Today's Forecast: It couldn't be sunnier in California. Regardless gray clouds have been hanging over me, which is just completely ironic because cold weather and rain always make my day. I can't wait for September.


*In Other News: For some reason I can't finish any of the books or drawings I've started. I get a bit passed half way and then well, it just all seems like a lost cause... felling of incompleteness.

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
I'm 5'5
[ ] I think I'm ugly
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[/] I wish my hair was a different color.
Sometimes.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
No, But I want one.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I've got one scar


Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
Only under my breath. Hey, they started it.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
Maybe when I'm 30.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] Have a spoiled sibling

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
Just about to start college.
[ ] I have a job.
I need one!
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Do home schooling.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation, And pronounced it "lawl"
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something intentionally
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I fell down on my face.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
Dyslexia. Oh, and I'm pigeon toed. *lol*
[ ]I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x]I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas by accident.
I did it on purpose. Pajama day at school.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
He deserved it.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've always wanted to go.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.
Not very good at it.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
Maybe..
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] Kissed a girl/Guy


Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
YES!
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
my boyfriend is such a romantic and I'm such a pessimistic anti-chicle. He made me do it! >///<
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[/] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I cut myself



Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
An iPod Classic. I've had it for about 4 years now.
[/] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I've had.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie or Aeropostale.
[x] I love Gamers magazines
[/] buy the newspaper everyday


Random
[ ] I can sing well.
And I was in a musical!
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[/] I watch the news.
[/] I don't kill bugs.
[/] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
It really depends on the beat. These songs are funny.
[/] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[/] I'm a snob about grammar.
Kinda.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
I don't have enough hair. ^_^
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[/] I love being neat.
No. I only like being neat as a friend.
[/] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
Sadly.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[/] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[/] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[/] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have been on the computer when I am as sick as a dog.

Hello my name is Cindy. Tough I am not new to DA I have just recently decided to start posting some of my work. I've been drawing for about five months now and really enjoy it. I'm also sorry to say that the only media that I have to draw with are plain pencils and Crayola color pencils +And a scanner that technically isn't mine, I guess I can't really complain. I try my best. Well here goes everything!